Unrealistic People

I Find It Just Nuts. How People Can Just Be Turn Their Back On You Like This.
Nah. I Won't Even Considering Turning The Back, I'd Consider It Just Being Confused.

People Always Try To Be Different Because These Days Being Different Is Cool.
But, You Can Tell Who Is Being Who They Really Are And Who Is Being What They Want To Be.

I Am An Example Of A True Realistically Different Person. It Is A Fact That I Am...That Is How I Am Basically Categorized By Everyone That Meets Me.

My Mind Is Located In A Different Era Of Life. I Take Things Differently And Analyze Things Different
&& I Give That To My Parents. That Is How They Raised Me, I Can Not Change It !
But, Thank God I Am Not Using It The Wrong Way.

Anyway, Everyone Knows The Basics Of Right And Wrong In All Aspects And Areas Of Life !
&& People That Try To Change That, Do Not Know What Place They Are In Life.

Sure You Can Know What You Are Heading For...But When It Comes To The Present Tense...Is That Really How You Want To Be?

&& Do Not Say Bi-Polar Because If You Seriously Are Then...A Doctor With A PHD Would've Diagnosed That On You.

Basically, People Set This Repuatation Because They Thinks It Is Cool. And Go By It && Abide By The Most Phoniest Rules.

That Is Why I Have To Be Careful...Because Not Everyone Will Be Real With You !
Regardless I Am Going To Be Real With Everyone I Meet, Because It Is Just How I Am.
&& I Feel As If I Am Wrong If I Were To Lie To Anyone !
They Wouldn't Really Know Me As A Person.

I Do Want People To Know How And Who I Am,
So They Can Know How To Treat Me.

I Honestly And SERIOUSLY Hate Being Mistreated.
It Just Is Not A Good Side Of Me To Keep ! And Show !
Butttttttttt.
 I Am Getting Older. I Do Not Have To Deal With These People In My Real Personal Life.
They Will Realize And Feel Seriously Stupid Anyway.

So I Will Just Continue My Roads To Success.

Lonely?

You Know. I Went Away To College For A Reason.

To Lessen Stress.
Become Extremely Social.
Have A 100% Focus On Academics
And To Continue My Track And Field Career

&& That All Has Been A Big Fail. I'm Beginning To Realize That I Have Made A Mistake.

I Should've Stayed Somewhere In New York.

I Guess I Can Not Deal With People From Other States.
Like This DMV Ish. Is Not My Ish.

I Just Can Not Seem To Click With ANYONE Out Here.
It Really Sucks Because I'm Extremely Lonely, And I'm Not Used To Not Having Alot Of Friends.

I Have No One To Vent To. No One To Understand Me. No One To Constantly Advise Me.

No One Out Here Understands Me Personality. And They Won't Get Used To Me, Because They Do Not Have To Deal With Me.

In High School It Was Different. Everyone Had To Deal With Me Wether They Liked It Or Not.

&& Because Of My Eccentric Personality I've Gained Alot Of Friends ! && It Feels Great To Know A Whole RACK Of People.

I'm Just A True Socialite. Everywhere I Go I Must Socialize. I Must Constantly Know What Is Going On Everywhere

That's Just Me && The True New Yorker In Me !