Lonely?

You Know. I Went Away To College For A Reason.

To Lessen Stress.
Become Extremely Social.
Have A 100% Focus On Academics
And To Continue My Track And Field Career

&& That All Has Been A Big Fail. I'm Beginning To Realize That I Have Made A Mistake.

I Should've Stayed Somewhere In New York.

I Guess I Can Not Deal With People From Other States.
Like This DMV Ish. Is Not My Ish.

I Just Can Not Seem To Click With ANYONE Out Here.
It Really Sucks Because I'm Extremely Lonely, And I'm Not Used To Not Having Alot Of Friends.

I Have No One To Vent To. No One To Understand Me. No One To Constantly Advise Me.

No One Out Here Understands Me Personality. And They Won't Get Used To Me, Because They Do Not Have To Deal With Me.

In High School It Was Different. Everyone Had To Deal With Me Wether They Liked It Or Not.

&& Because Of My Eccentric Personality I've Gained Alot Of Friends ! && It Feels Great To Know A Whole RACK Of People.

I'm Just A True Socialite. Everywhere I Go I Must Socialize. I Must Constantly Know What Is Going On Everywhere

That's Just Me && The True New Yorker In Me !